I have been feeling low. I feel as I did as a child. I tried to tell my mum when I was little that someone was doing something to me that they shouldnt. She wouldnt listen! I tried to tell people that I was suffering DV in a relationship for 7 years. Now I am suffering in my job. In all cases I felt that I was in the swimming poole sinking, people could see and hear me but just ignored me. All I feel is blind panic. All I wanted was someone to hear me.
None of these situations are my fault. I know this because my God helps me through it. I just hope I get through this also.
Thanks Liz and Sharon for helping me, I thought Phew people are listing or at least reading xx