Tuesday 22 February 2011

16 years ago today . . .

My little baby boy died aged 11 days old.

Born premature long story.  I did try again two years later and conceived another boy he was stillborn.  Gave up after that.  The father was violent to me for 7-8 years once had a severed hand.  Anyway had to say something today couldnt let the day pass.  I get more upset by his death day that his birthday no idea why.

Heres to the future...

7 comments:

  1. Such a sad day for you. I can not imagine the pain you have gone through with your loss. Take care xx

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  2. Oh Justine, that's so sad. So sorry. Hugs. xx

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  3. Nothing can take away your sadness at this time so just sending you (((hugs))).xxx

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  4. many hugs, i dod not know what it is to loose a child after or during birth. I have had many miscarriages and they have rocked me to the core. Like you i remember the day they happened, and the same with my mothers death, her death day is always a sad time for me but not her birthday. I think becasue that is where the pain and grief is held. Sending all my love and good thoughts your way x

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  5. Blessings Jazzy. I know what it feels like to lose a child. You always miss them. The only thing that brings me comfort is knowing that I can trust the Father to take care of her till I see her again. I try to think what she is seeing now at the Father's feet. The perfect paradise where she can safely live and play, perfectly protected from the harm and fears of this world. It helps. Think on the good things. ~Liz

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  6. Love and Hugs Jazzy - Lizbeth is a wise woman- I agree with all she has said.

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